As I sit here now, I’ve just finished putting away all the toys that ended up thrown all around my bedroom after PigCam (no, I’m not horribly lazy – I’ll come to the reasons I’ve only just got around to tidying up later), and thinking back over what I can remember of the night. As always, the memories of what exactly fade to a blur, I can’t remember all the details of what happened, just the feelings that came around.
Firstly – I logged into my nimueallen account about 20 mins before the show was meant to start, as I figured that would give me a litle time to say hi to people, and get a conference going, but woah! I was inundated with IMs and add requests, and it did take me a LONG time to get through them all, get everyone added to the conference that wanted to be etc. I was totally not expecting it to be so popular. I thought maybe I’d have 10 – 20 people chatting, and maybe another 10 or so just watching. Well, I exceeded that by quite a bit. There were about 50 people in the conference (and that’s not including another maybe 10 or so who wanted to be in the conference, but due to yahoo issues, i wasn’t able to invite), and I think we hit about 400+ viewers. That was totally unexpected, I never thought so many people would want to watch a piggy suffering!
Once I was over the panic of trying to deal with getting everyone added and chatting who wanted to be (someone commented that maybe next time i need an “admin” slave to do all that for me – i definately like that idea!! 
) I was able to relax into the things I know – showing off the piggy body and suffering for people’s amusement.
It was a huge rush to have so many people watching, giving me instructions, and adding to my suffering. My nipples took quite a lot of abuse, especially with the sharp clamps – I thought my nipples might just fall off at a couple of points, but lots of twisting and pulling made sure that they were still firmly attached.
There was breast bondage, lots of body writing, use of the tawse on tits, ass, inner thighs and cunt, lots of verbal humiliation, butt plugs, choking on dildoes, and other stuff I can’t quite remember!!
What was going through my mind during the show? I just wanted to try my hardest to please everyone that was viewing, I wanted people to enjoy my suffering, I wanted to not refuse any requests. I think everyone that viewed the show enjoyed it, and I just wish that I had been able to fulfill everyone’s requests, but I think I got most of them. I came away from it feeling very content and “at peace” with life, which is an amazing feeling. And I do just want to say a big thank you to everyone who watched and got involved.
I’m sure I will revisit my feelings on PigCam in the future as i process the experience more, and I will blog about it if I do. There will be a recording available for those who missed the show or just want to re-watch it, and when that is sorted, I will obviously post here to let you all know. And any plans for future shows will be announced here as well, so keep checking back!!!
Unfortunately the happy feelings ended very abruptly after the show finished when it became apparent that one of my cats was ill. I panicked for a while, then rushed him into the emergency vets at about 3am. By time I got home, I had time for a couple of hours sleep before I had to pick him up and move him to another vets yesterday morning, and wait a long time to get him seen. He was kept in overnight for observation last night and I’m waiting to hear if he’s going to be ready to come out today or needs to stay in another night. So once I’d got back home yesterday, I spent the rest of the day resting and coming down from the intense experience of PigCam – hence why i’ve only just finished tidying up now!!!
I also wanted to give a big thanks to those who’ve been following my twitter and expressed their concern for my kitty. I know not everyone like pets (of the non-human type), but those of you who do, will understand what a stressful time it is when one of them gets ill. Your thoughts and understanding have been greatly appreciated in the past 24 hours. And I will keep my twitter updated with kitty’s status for any of you who want to know how he’s doing.
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Hiya,
I caught the show the other night, thought you were fantastic, i was glued to the lappy. Hope your kitty is ok.
Take care
K x
You were fantastic during the show Nimue, very responsible and willing to please. I know how you feel about your kitty, I am a huge animal lover and vegan to prove it.
As I said in an IM, I hope the cat’s okay. I loves cats (well, all animals, pigs included
), and hate to see them suffer.
Of course, your suffering on cam was great to see, and it’s good to hear your thoughts on it as well. Here’s hoping PigCam happens again (Or even becomes somewhat regular
).
….as I already stated at in my posting at “Extreme board”, it was a night to remember.
You were fabulous, your behaviour was above all critics and you almost succeeded in fulfilling everybody’s request.
The technical part can surely be fine tuned and you should make sure that everybody stays in the conference and does not post IMs parallel.
I hope your kitty will be ok and as I am right now sitting a cat of friends of mine, I know how hard it is when something like that happens.
Keep me posted about the sequel to the PigCam…..if ever it will happen again.
Take care
Rebus12